haaaaaaay....i am so happy this evening!! kasi nmn naayus ko na rin ang kalagayan ng blog ko!! i love you blog!! hehe... wahahha...
yet..
every happiness has a counter part of sadness....yes...we all have to admit that it's true...right? so here comes the bitter part of my story for the day........:

as the first week of february come and go...i am...still, on an endless road..which, of course.. i was travelling all by myself due to the tragic ACCIDENT that recently occured that week...you all know about that right? wahahaa...what da heck! forget about that... ok ok... back to the story... then on when flick of somebody's wand... i saw the most beautiful thing that happened to my life...yess...the most.. well, the most this year..(meaning at this time) i never ever actually caught sight with that beauty until that moment... for all this months.. maybe i was very busy wasting my time those months... -----wait a second cut this crap..tatagalogin ko na....ayun nga....nakita ko ang hndeng hnde ko pa nakikita matagal na panahon na... shaks..ang gwapo pa la ng ULAN!!!!!! as in....hnde nga lng gwapo e....ang ganda pa at lamig ng boses!.... (pero ala pa rin nakakatalo ke brandon boyd hehe) haaay...aun....i realize na parang parehas pala cla ni toyang..kaso nga lng...bolero c toyang e...tapos funny thing is...ang baet pala ng ulan!! kala ko snob lng tuda max un pala'y mahilig rin itong magpapansin...hehe....then.. nagtapos ang february...then...nothing...i just felt that way..nothing happened...and now...after its yearly aging...i saw that its signal no. was getting higher on the other side of the world.... he was fading away...the rain was going away...
maybe... i still dont know the answer...well i really really really hope that that rain never stops pouring over me... i dont want anything else... i want the signal to turn to its highest level only where i'd like it to be... and i'd really really like the rain...to stop at me...and keep me drowning till the day i finally...became a river... a river that will flow endlessly toward the corners of the world..and of course a river that would never end to evaporate to the ravishing face of the rain.......

yes....well..most of my story is not yet given here... i actually encoded some things there...well.. if you are clever you could...decode it....if you have the cleverness...??? of the one...the only.... rachelle sarmiento aka... the one.... nyak... sheks.. sorry, i was on hang over with all the matrix: i am the one stuff.... never mind...the lost little girl inside me... hehe... another grudge in me this day is that.... i hate the OVER ALL IN CHARGE... no..hate is a harsh word...maybe...i like to say something really bad at her face right now... ayun. my golly ghad! she is very close minded and most of all..doesnt admit to her self that she made an obvious mistake...argh!!! Karma is about bad effects in life....and i react with your report because karma only includes BAD karma....oh shut up! and i thought i am not educated well enough?!?! wada?! haaay.. bahala ka nga... may libro jan...diksyunaryo.. basahin mo.... (haha..ang taray ko...) badbadbad!

isa pang bagay na gustong gusto ko ay ang save the last dance!!! wahahaha.. 9:19 na kasi ng gabi e..kea its the francis time.... haha... ang kyut ni sandy..kaso hnde maxado gwapo si francis...pero mejo hawig nia ung nasa sassy girl pag nakamukhang tanga... hehehe....

before i go.... i would like to dedicate these songs:
i miss you - incubus...... yes... to toyang.
nerbyoso - rivermaya... well of course... i need courage!
you dont know me - ray....duh?! stupid old hag! still you dont!

the poem of the day: (well this poem, ay ginawa ko na nung friday pa hehe)
kala ko ba ay
hinde na aaraw muli
akala ko ay
malulunod ako habang ika'y ngumingiti
diba sabi ko'y
ikaw ang bagyong
hinding hinde hihina
pero bat ngaun'y nagmamadali
ewan ko hinde ko alam
kung bakit naging ganyan
ang aking naging pangako
ay biglang na lng naglaho
haay..nagkamali ba si ernie
o sadyang ganito ang sabi
ng aking tadhanang hindi mapakali.....
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sarms stepped back into reality at 1:20 PM ----------