betcha by golly wah! this week is just so kaduper mind-irritating/boggling... then every effort has a equal frustration... shock. im so filled with the dangerous disease, FRUSTRATION! after frustration here comes his trusty side kick.......PARANOIA!!!! *paranoia...paranoia....PARANOIA under the rescue!!!!* shaks. it's just like carrying the whole wide world on your shoulder plus holding a darn paralyzed cat on the other hand...PLUS nerve-beating exams blocking your way.. ngargh!!!! sigh. still.. i really managed myself again. surviving myself, i mean. i tend to cry due to high-quality frustration. mother of grover! shaks. shaks. shaks. but i really have to tell you "the story" of the week. CHUBS the ever-so-cute cat of ours was, shockingly, paralyze! i cried my heart out thinking that he'll die........huhuhuu.. the story goes like this, it was just a plain, ordinary tuesday night...(or wednesday)..i was studying/cramming in botany when all of a sudden..my loving grandmother screamed:"BOOOOOORET!!! pusa ba natin toh?!?! namatay!". i was dumb-struck. i ran out of the room then check if the cat was truly ours........yes, the moment has come....chubs' moment has come....moment of silence came.... the scene was just horrible! yes, HORRIBLE!! chubs' neck was like harry potter's arm after prof. lockheart "magically" made it boneless. then my physical therapist/sister arrived and aided chubs. we decided to let chubs stay in our room for the night.. i couldn't sleep that night, chubs was just so helpless..he kept on standing with hands paralyzed and in trying he falls, head first. argh! then after feeding(milk, sabaw ng sinigang, then tahong na me sabaw with rice, then so on) him for 3 days using spoon(!!) he now can eat and stand all by himself..but he's still wobblying while walking. it's a very good sign, because he is improving!! that's the bright side of this week.. but until now we still haven't figured out why chubs almost died..our first conclusion is that grover, the power-hungry dog, did it or my LOVINGLY grandma did it...hmmmm....?? anyways,, the exams was so so so hard. maybe i'm just plain stupid or our teachers doesn't know the word easy...i prefer the later part. ooopsie-daisies!!!..kakain na pala.. see yah lataH! vavavoom...huh?

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